High School Trauma

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High School Trauma

Postby Binary » Tue Sep 17, 2013 10:40 am

So. High-school's started yesterday. Big fucking hooray. Another year of stupid, shallow cunt and assholes that I have to cope with. Another year of playing invisible man. Do you know what invisible man is? No? I'll clarify what invisible fucking man is. I spend all of my day walking around the classroom like a ghost (read:invisible man, they call me ghost sometimes) while everybody else (including myself, as of lately, since I reckoned it was fun) pretends I'm not there. See, just like a fucking invisible man, I told you!

I spend the past 12 years performing the exact same routine continuously.

They won't let me rest. They are talking and talking and talking. About partys and boyfriend and make-ups and all that shallow cunt shit. There is NO silence. I cannot hear my fucking thoughts. I cannot rest. I cannot sleep at nights. And when I'm not invisible man, everybody is treating me like shit.

It's been 18 years since I was born. All of my dreams have crumbled. I have 0.0 friends. My overall friends that I've ever had cumulates into 0.0. That stupid bitch mother of mine broke my nerves to the ground and now I'm laughing incontrollably and can't focus on anything like I'm retard or shit. She keeps pissing me off and I can't even keep my door closed fuck if I knew it was her who was the cause of my sharp and constant stress I would have gutted the cunt by now NO I WANNA KEEP THE KNIFE FOR MYSELF!

But I don't want to dirt the knife with her, I wanna keep it to myself!

Guess what happened. The other fucking day I was walking across the school yard. You know, walking. And there's this chick from some other class, that I knew. And she says hello. Hello. And I say hello. But guess what happened next. Guess what fucking happened next? She wasn't talking to me, she was talking to the guy behind me. And I could have sweared, the fucking cunt eyed me for a split-second! And I said hello and she just ignored me I felt like a last shit I wanna gut the fucking cunt to the bone! I usually don't fall for this shit, but the cunt tricked me, I sweared!

I call my vacations "sensory deprivation and cunt" .Wanna know how I spend my vacations? Three fucking months stuck inside house, never going out, because they'll bully me to death if I go out! And that bitch mother doesn't let me rest, always "you have to do that, you have to fucking eat that!". See, just like a sensory deprivation room, except there's also a cunt pissing me off!

I wanna gut myself but I don't have the guts.

And all of this and I'm just 18! How am I gonna be like at 28? Hopefully I won't, because I die!

I hope I gut myself today. Wish me all the best and tell me something that will hopefully convince myself to gut myself.

This will also work on your benefit, since I logically won't post anything when I'm dead.

OR ELSE I HAVE TO STAND ANOTHER HIGH-SCHOOL DAY THINKING ABOUT WHAT AWESUME WOULD IT WERE TO COULD HAVE GUTTED MYSELF WHEN I HAVE NOT!

That is all.
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Re: High School Trauma

Postby Sergeant_Mark_IV » Tue Sep 17, 2013 10:45 am

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_bag
Can find a tutorial for you, if you want.

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Re: High School Trauma

Postby The Zombie Killer » Tue Sep 17, 2013 10:47 am

^^
Not really helping the situation here Sarge...

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Re: High School Trauma

Postby Sergeant_Mark_IV » Tue Sep 17, 2013 10:55 am

The boy is just asking for a solution, and I am giving him a Final Solution. Nobody said that all solutions should be pretty.
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Re: High School Trauma

Postby Binary » Tue Sep 17, 2013 10:56 am

Sergeant_Mark_IV wrote:The boy is just asking for a solution, and I am giving him a Final Solution. Nobody said that all solutions should be pretty.


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Re: High School Trauma

Postby The Zombie Killer » Tue Sep 17, 2013 10:57 am

Sergeant_Mark_IV wrote:The boy is just asking for a solution, and I am giving him a Final Solution. Nobody said that all solutions should be pretty.

I wouldn't really call THAT a solution...

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Re: High School Trauma

Postby Sergeant_Mark_IV » Tue Sep 17, 2013 11:04 am

The Zombie Killer wrote:I wouldn't really call THAT a solution...

Why not? If he is not trolling, and actually telling the truth, then his life must be shit, and not worth living. I would not want to live without any friends, girlfriend, and with a bad mother. I would rather die. Let's just ease his pain ^^


Binary wrote:
Sergeant_Mark_IV wrote:The boy is just asking for a solution, and I am giving him a Final Solution. Nobody said that all solutions should be pretty.

Do you sell?


You don't buy one, you build one.
You can find a plastic bag anywhere, you just need some money to get the helium gas.
http://www.ebay.com/sch/i.html?_odkw=He ... s&_sacat=0
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Re: High School Trauma

Postby The Zombie Killer » Tue Sep 17, 2013 11:09 am

Sergeant_Mark_IV wrote:
The Zombie Killer wrote:I wouldn't really call THAT a solution...

Why not? If he is not trolling, and actually telling the truth, then his life must be shit, and not worth living. I would not want to live without any friends, girlfriend, and with a bad mother. I would rather die. Let's just ease his pain ^^

Move school. Simple. And I think his mother is just trying to care for him, I sometimes feel the same way.

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Re: High School Trauma

Postby wildweasel » Tue Sep 17, 2013 11:28 am

This thread pretty much doesn't have a reason to exist. Binary, you might try one of these in the future if you need to post rants about your life.
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